Growth Stage I

We can grow beautiful humans inside our bodies and have unconditional love for them that is unexplainable or imaginable, but we can’t show that same love to our core.

I have a little girl inside me that is about 6 or 7, that has been hiding behind the most beautiful tree with a beautiful grass meadow. She has been there for 31 years and I have not allowed her to come out because I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m scared that if I show her the love that she deserves, someone will come and knock it down. As a 38 year old woman, I am scared and not healthy enough to show her true love. Thats until I forgave myself. Forgiving myself for not loving me, loving that little girl inside. All she wants is protection, love and safety. These are all things that I at 38 am capable of doing but have been looking outside myself for approval, acceptance and love. Everything that I need in life is inside myself, and in all of us.